Sunday, June 14, 2009

we avoid the topics .. we make the kids have secrets

i cant even write anymore
my passion is my poetry
my poetry is my release
how do i release now

they keep asking me whats wrong
i dont eat, i dont sleep, i dont feel anymore
at least i try and pretend not to feel

i feel like im losing everything
my words were all i had left
and they are slowly slipping away

im not going to church tomorrow
i think God hates me i never go anymore
i try and pretend im perfect pretend like
im the perfect little christian im not
im so far from it i just wish i could go back

go back and take everything back
everything ive done
all those things i said
whats wrong with me
im typing my feelings on a blog
im the perfect picture of teen angst

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