Tuesday, May 19, 2009

to think i might not see those eyes makes it so hard not to cry

being left alone
is the thing im most afraid of
and at this moment all i fell is
abandonment
why is it that i feel like they're trying to get rid of me?
are they trying to get rid of me like they did the others?
am i becoming the girl they just can't stand?
are these feeling of being avoided real?
i pray that im not that person
finally i found people that i feel like i belong with
but everyday i feel as though im being pushed away more
are those looks im getting disapproving?
or is everything just in my head?
i dont know what to think anymore
and the only thing i feel is confusion
please someone tell me whats going on...

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