and what do they expect me to do

i cant function anymore

i try so hard but its not worth it anymore

tired and broken

sick and lonely

is there anything that could be happy for me

my heart screams at me

how could you fall for him?

how could you do this to yourself again?

how could you even think he wanted you?

you're not worth fixing

you're just another thing people have to worry about

you know they dont trust you anymore

how could they?

youve told them too much

oh well there are still more secrets hidden very deep inside

but these ones i'll never tell

these are the ones i cant tell

i judge those who lie but everyday i lie

i wish they could see through the lies

i really do want them to know and they will soon enough

when hopefully its not too late...