escape

stuck in reverse

looking for any way out

any possible way to get away from it all

i dont want to think

i dont want to feel

i dont want anything

but an escape

escape to another life where normality overthrows my desperation

at least a life where i dont have to pretend everythings ok

a life where i dont have to hide everything i am

a life where people see that im not invincible

a life where im me and not some perfect character ive created