there are monsters knocking at my door

I wrote this um October-ish last year, so ya there are a few parts i don't like but overall I thought it was pretty cool. enjoy :)


I promise I won't cry tonight daddy
You won't have to wipe away the shame strolling down my face
You won't hear the pill bottle shaking tonight daddy
You won't have to hug me until I crumble beneath your strong arms
while you try to hold the both of us together.
You won't tire your tongue telling me how much you love me and how it will be ok.
You won't have to guard my door to make sure the monsters stay away tonight daddy.
but tomorrow they'll all attack again and tomorrow I'll need you daddy.

i love him,
i know how bad it is
but it shouldn't feel this right

everyone deserves a second chance


right?

Love
is friendship on
Fire

I have no life but this,
To lead it her;
Nor any death, but lest
Dispelled from there;

Nor tie to earths to come,
Nor action new,
Except through this extent,
The realm of you.

-Emily Dickinson

i will hide you when it gets too much <3

When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense
When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles
And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
I'll be right beside you

When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath
Whenthe space between the things you know is blurry nonetheless
When you try to speak but you make no sound
And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
I'll be right beside you

I will stay
Nobody will break you

Trust in me, trust in me
Don't pull away
Trust in me, trust in me
I'm just trying to keep this together
Cause I could do worse and you could do better

Tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
Nobody will break you

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
Nobody will break you

marianas trench-beside you

my heart is racing

I love the way you stick your tongue out when you're concentrating really hard
mostly because i do the same thing