its true that love was all i ever wanted

Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty
is the face in the mirror looking back at you
you walk around here thinking your not pretty
but that's not true, cause I know you...


hold on, baby you're losing it
the waters high, your jumping into it
and letting go and no one knows
that you cry, but you don't tell anyone
that you might not be the golden one
and your tied together with a smile
but your coming undone

I guess it's true that love was all you wanted
cause you've given it away like it's extra change
hoping it will end up in his pocket
but he leaves you out like a penny in the rain

oh, cause it's not his price to pay
not his price to pay...

hold on, baby you're losing it
the waters high, your jumping into it
and letting go and no one knows
that you cry, but you don't tell anyone
that you might not be the golden one
and your tied together with a smile
but your coming undone

you're tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone...oh woah
goodbye, baby
with a smile, baby, baby.
Oh.

hold on, baby you're losing it
the waters high, your jumping into it
and letting go and no one knows
that you cry, but you don't tell anyone
that you might not be the golden one
and your tied together with a smile
but your coming undone

tied together with a smile-taylor swift(possible my favorite artist ever)

im slowdancing on the inside

I saw Rachel last night and a little bit today
And I'm super happy around her
But now I won't be talking to her for two weeks
Since she's going to Camp
But then we get to spend like 4 days straight
with each other =) (if this smile could be bigger it would)
I was hoping she would be able to come over for a week this summer
but work has me pretty well tied up

Steven is back in CC
I'm hoping to see him soon
but he's not on msn
so i can't really make plans
if he reads this he can call me or whatever

kinda stealing this from beth but she loves me so it doesn't matter


music moment---
Bethany Joy Lenz-Halo

is anybody listening

he took my heart and i think he took my soul

why is it so easy for you to hurt me?

when i try so hard to make you happy

why is it so easy for you to give up?

when all i want is to keep trying

why is it so easy for you to say goodbye?

when i struggle with even thinking about saying goodbye

why is it that you cant talk to me anymore?

when the only thing that puts me at peace is talking to you

i just miss you

i'll find a way to you even if it kills me

i dont know why people feel they have to lie to me

just tell me the truth

it feels better than finding out from someone else

how you decieved me

like i give a shit who you talk to or hang out with

just dont lie to me

dancing where the stars go blue

i had a blog written

but it was just another

problem i have

and hey who really

wants to hear all those

anyone ive ever met

just considers it another chore

to listen to me

sorry i cant be the one to take on all your problems

im just not strong enough

they all say youve made it this far

only a little farther to go

the truth is ive lied about all the progress ive made

i really dont think ive gotten anywhere

Ben was here last night

we dident get to talk much

but he's changed a lot

everyone is changing

even me

im not the same girl i used to be

ive never been that girl

i just know how to put on a show

lets see if anyone can figure out the real me

.....game on