feeling changed and
ready for a change
INSPIRED! :)

you just make everything
in my world ok
when im with you
everything makes sense

because i love you , and ive loved you all along

100 million stars I would give to you
No matter what the cost
I'd hold them in my hands
Hold them out to you
Because my love that's what your worth
To me at this very moment
I'd give to you the moon and sun
If I could catch them in my arms
Hold them out for you to make your choice
If it would make you stay another day
These things might sound impossibe
But I would do this task
If it meant we'd remain
In love like this forever

-Fiona Davidson

whats that sound? its my heartbeat; its beating much louder

Truth is still absolute. Believe that. Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.

-Lucas Scott(One tree hill)

this morning i got in a fight with myself, i have the bruises to prove it

let your love run through me

Music makes everything in my world okay.
Music is my peace
Music is my calm
I am overthrown by love
when I'm singing at the top
of my lungs to a song that
feels like home, a song that I believe
can be called my very own , when you find words
that describe your emotions, situations, or words
that can put a smile on your face.
Because you see
music is my everything.







Secondhand Serenade-A twist in my story

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I don't think I have the strength to let you go

Maybe-Secondhand Serenade

Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
( I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

runaway love, runaway with me

Day 30
I was debating on putting this secret on here.
I thought about it so much, its been on my mind
on my life my entire life pretty much.
I told Lauren, Mariah, Kathryn, and Bethany
at girls night because we were playing truth or dare.
The question was what is your deepest secret.
It took 5 minutes for me to actually tell them
because this was the first time I'd told ANYONE.
And it was probably the hardest thing I've done
but I've decided I will put it on here because
only my closest friends have my blog and
I hope they don't judge me on my past.
I still blame myself for this even happening
-when I was six i was sexually abused by a family member.
None of my family know only the people who read my blog will
ever know this because this is the last time I'm telling anyone.
I just needed to get it out , I mean I've held it in for 10 years and
its my fault. I shouldn't have let him get me alone after the first few times.

I find it so hard to talk to guys because I just don't trust them
and the few guy friends I do have I treasure because I've only
let them because I believe that they won't hurt me. Andrew has
been such an amazing friend to me and always willing to talk
about One tree hill =). I used to talk to Steven a lot and I told
him a lot about how I feel and I heard a lot about how he feels
but I never seem to talk to him anymore. I really don't know
why but I wish we could just talk like we used to.

Music Moment
Ludacris feat. Mary J Blige- Runaway love

little girls depend on things like that

Day 23
I don't like feet

Day 24
My favorite spot in the world
is the beach at Camp Berea

Day 25
The first time I had my ears
pierced was 6 months old.

Day 26
I am really gullible

Day 27
One Tree Hill can make me
happy no matter how I feel.
It is the show of my life =)

Day 28
I love to cook for people.

Day 29
I shake constantly.

Music Moment
Jay Z- DOA (death of autotune)