Friday, May 28, 2010

I will survive

How are you gonna face tomorrow
when you haven't lived today?
Why do you keep pushing stuff off;
it will all just slip away
Everyday you have to keep on fighting
because this world it doesn't rest
Everyday you have to keep on trying
so people see you at your best.
This world it throws some mighty punches.
It will drop you to your knees.
Its not the fall that defines your strength
its the fact that you rise again
Hit upon hit you're still going strong.
Even though they're raining terror upon you
You still go on
I wanna see you fight through this
Cause I fought too

You think you're strong cause you're willing to die
The real strength comes when you're fighting to stay alive.

Sunday, May 2, 2010


My little Ava
a ten week old kitten
starving to death
and believed to be thrown out of a car
how can people be such monsters

--I will lift you up
because you are too weak to stand
I will hold you close
I will show you the way
because your blind eyes keep you still.
I will love you until the end of time
because your strength overwhelms me.
Let us be one together now,
forever and always,

Saturday, April 24, 2010

i'm so lost

someone please save me
cause i'm so lost
someone please care
because this pain has much too high a cost

is anyone there?
i see no hands raise
does anyone even care?
all i get are blank stares

do i have to scream at the top of my lungs?
or could i just disappear?

i try so hard again and again
i see no reward from the struggles i live
the pain is wearing on my face and all you will see is my frown
i try to hide the fear but it's breaking me down

could someone please save me?
i'm starting to drown

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

One Tree Hill=Love


I have to believe in something right now.
Because without hope.
I won't be able to breath...

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Footprints I've left behind

Crash
My door slamming against every mess I've made
Crash
The wave upon the beach washing away the footprints I've left behind
Crash
Everything hitting the floor because I realize it's finally over
Crash
I land on the floor because I have nothing left
Crash
Two cars are colliding because I just gave up
Crash
His words attacking my brain
Crash
My tears hitting the pillow
Crash
down on me

Monday, April 5, 2010


did you know?
i pretty much hate all men

except for the famous ones and the
illegal ones
wow that sounds bad
but he's only 26
it isn't that bad
is it?

*Picture of Drake
no not illegal
but a face that hot should be illegal ;)*

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Unfold me


Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me



-Amazing song and picture-